-12

Well, so it's been a while... I have been in a real crapper of a mood for some time now. I have been doing this for a long time, not always actively pursuing it, but always on my mind. I have been on a plateau for so long, I can't remember when it started. I am finally below the 350 pound mark! I had been at 358 for as long as I remember and every time I got on the scales at work, I would make sure no one was looking and slide the counterbalance all the way to 350. This evening at work when I did this, it dropped. My first instinct was to think that the scales were not calibrated-or I am sick. Well, I have not been sick. I got home and immediately grabbed the scales Jennifer bought. I weighed again. 348 with my clothes and shoes on. How could this be? How come I am so shocked by having lost only at best 12 pounds? 350 was a biggie. I think I will make it now! I can do this!!!