Friday, October 19, 2012

Phonograph needle vaccination

I love technology using my new phone all I have to do is talk and my phone post post S here for me. Let's see me if I post more frequently sense I talk a great deal. I can already see me that this is going to be quite amusing.

Saturday, October 13, 2012

I PASSED.

Monday, October 8, 2012

Overcome

I am retaking the test tomorrow.  I have studied like crazy for it and feel that I cannot study enough.  There is so much material.  I am overcome.  I feel like I have a lot riding on this.  I have yo-yo'd weight-wise for the last 3 months, but am on a down-swing as I type this.  Passing or not, I have to lose weight.  I can do that, though, if I apply myself as I have with the studying.  Still, I am overcome.  The closer it gets to 1:30pm, the more anxious I get.  I wonder, after studying Standard Operating Procedures for Firefighting and such, will I be able to do this job?  These people are amazing and I have the utmost respect for them.  Am I worthy of that same amount of admiration and respect?  Are they?  Are they normal people?  After working with them as I have the last year, I can truthfully say that they are not normal people, by any means.  Neither am I. Maybe I, too, can be as worthy of admiration and respect as they are some day.