Hoorah

Things must always get worse before they get better. 4 a day now. Yay! I am such a strong person {sarcasm}. I feel good though. I think that when I cut down to 1 a day I will have little trouble. Whenever that time comes, I will survive. Until then, I will smoke more than 1 a day. The only question is when is that day coming? When can I be man enough?