No further changes at this time.

I have not posted anything about my fat for a while because of the holidays. I was avoiding talking about it. I have to say that I did control myself better than in the past. I did not gain any significant weight, but i did not weigh myself either. I am more concerned with my ankle now. I cannot walk on it without a lot of pain. By March it should be better. Apparently it was a very bad sprain and will take till March to fully heal. It feels like it will take longer...

Yeah...

I hate my feelings. They are so much trouble. I like the good ones, but not the bad ones and I feel bad ones a lot more often. I define myself by what I hate. I am NOT this or NOT that and all of the NOT has made me a negative person. Sometimes my feelings of anxiety and overwhelming sense of doom are so bad that I wish I would not feel anything at all. All of this is said about when I am NOT with Jennifer.

Took out the woobz an ire ago...

Sweet Jesus it's cold outside. So cold, in fact, I don't think they* are ever coming back out again. They are currently in the back of my throat now.
*M'boys.