I hate my feelings. They are so much trouble. I like the good ones, but not the bad ones and I feel bad ones a lot more often. I define myself by what I hate. I am NOT this or NOT that and all of the NOT has made me a negative person. Sometimes my feelings of anxiety and overwhelming sense of doom are so bad that I wish I would not feel anything at all. All of this is said about when I am NOT with Jennifer.
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