Could not write till now...Computer too frustrating!

I have lost all track of time...down to 2 a day now. I get really shaky after 6 hours. I feel more energetic and it makes me act a little strange. Maybe it is simply the nicotine that makes me more passive. I know that I have a motormouth now. I get mad about politics now and passionate. You probably would not like me now. I am not sure if I like me not on their drug. Maybe I just have known myself so long on their drug that I forgot who I really am. Maybe I have never really known myself.