Wow! It has been too long!

What a freaking delayed reaction! My nervousness dropped and then skyrocketed. I get leg spasms. We are not fighting, in fact we are closer because of what we are going through together. I have been smoking still, but about 3 a day. One day I am fine (we have none) and then I get a pack and smoke 4 that day. Eating is still a problem for me. Some kind of oral fixation or something. I am sure I can beat this in time. I just need to make it a short amount of time.