Thursday, April 22, 2010

Freedom, yeah right

I am not too happy today. I do not want to work today. I am bummed out. I don't understand why we have to always go to do some stupid repetitive task that we hate to do, just so that we can make money. I understand that we have to do something, GOD I understand that. Look above this post, it says "Sometimes you just have to do it". I just don't want to go somewhere where I am always told I am not doing a good enough job and I am surrounded by people that don't really like me, just a little bit and everybody has a fake happiness and fake niceness that can almost be taken as sarcasm and that makes me mad! I just want to spend my days with someone that makes me happy and is supportive and that I don't ever feel like is thinking of ways to eliminate me from my position. I just want to be free. I am really having a problem today. I was off on Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. I know. You are like Good lord you should be thankful that you have a job like that. I am. I have the best insurance you can get and not be illuminated. I just don't like the work. They compensate you well for the unholy bucket of crap that they pour on you. God why do we feel it necessary to endure such a living, when all we want out of life is the most basic of things? My ankle is hurting really bad lately and I think it was broken when I fell, but the walk-in clinic that I went to for the follow up rushed me out because they thought I was seeking pain medication. I am going to see my doctor in a few weeks and will discuss this then. It's been over 6 months and even a bad sprain should have healed by now. Well, gotta take a shower and all that crap, so see you later. Thanks for reading!

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