woaaahh! hold everything

not a good morning. just found out the wife is getting her hours cut back, then while looking for a job for an uneducated person such as myself, i checked my email. has it been 3 weeks? i guess so. there it was. i failed the test by 5%. i guess i'll have to retake it. that's okay. it would have possibly all happened too fast for me since i still need to lose weight and all that. still struggling with the whole self discipline thing. my body is rejecting that book like a diseased kidney transplant or something. this was a tremendous setback for me. i am still in shock and don't know how i will handle it later. keep an eye on the news for me, just in case. thanks for the support/sorry for the let down.