Tuesday, December 28, 2010
I got $50 dollars for christmas so I am going to use that to buy me a new fisher price keyboard to bend. I plan on using it to create some dark ambient music. I love listening to some hardcore now. I am into that. I got me some new Vans too. I am growing out my hair. Screw learning to play, I'm just going to do what sounds good to me.
Here's my dream guitar
Here's my dream guitar
Yo-Yo-Yo! Merry Christmas!
Needless to say I am now + X. I will not comment on the exact number. I am okay with that. Jennifer made some of the finest christmas treats I have ever tasted. I know that I will for sure be back where I was in a few weeks. Totally worth it. I hope you had a happy holiday experience. I sure did!
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Evil is an f-bomb
I learned a little something today about evil. I have learned that evil IS real and not just an invention of sick and twisted religions created by those wishing to control us. List all the despicable acts you can think of and explain how they are not somehow rooted in superiority. Thinking you are somehow better than or more deserving than others is basically evil. Are you serving others because you want to or because you want what your boss gives you? When you go home, don't you think to yourself..."this job would be great if it wasn't for the f-ing customers!"? Evil. Forcing numbers to make yourself look good, knowing full well that what you are doing affects the lives of other people negatively? Evil. I could go on, but I won't do it. Thanks for reading.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
-12
Well, so it's been a while... I have been in a real crapper of a mood for some time now. I have been doing this for a long time, not always actively pursuing it, but always on my mind. I have been on a plateau for so long, I can't remember when it started. I am finally below the 350 pound mark! I had been at 358 for as long as I remember and every time I got on the scales at work, I would make sure no one was looking and slide the counterbalance all the way to 350. This evening at work when I did this, it dropped. My first instinct was to think that the scales were not calibrated-or I am sick. Well, I have not been sick. I got home and immediately grabbed the scales Jennifer bought. I weighed again. 348 with my clothes and shoes on. How could this be? How come I am so shocked by having lost only at best 12 pounds? 350 was a biggie. I think I will make it now! I can do this!!!
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Saturday, August 21, 2010
666 Marco of the beast
Like I was saying yesterday... Symbols. "666" came up many times, a person's SIM card number, a mobile number and the name Marco came up like 3 times in the same 2.5 hour period. Just sayin'.
SIM-bull
Caller ID Spoofing is the practice of causing the telephone network to display a number on the recipient's caller ID display which is not that of the actual originating station; the term is commonly used to describe situations in which the motivation is considered malicious by the speaker. Just as e-mail spoofing can make it appear that a message came from any e-mail address the sender chooses, caller ID spoofing can make a call appear to have come from any phone number the caller wishes. Because of the high trust people tend to have in the caller ID system, spoofing can call the system's value into question.
Providers
To use a typical spoofing service, customers pay in advance for a personal identification number (PIN), allowing them to make a call for a certain amount of time. To begin, customers dial the number given to them by the company and enter their PIN. Then they enter the number they wish to call and the number they wish to appear as the caller ID. Once the customer selects the options, the call is bridged and the person on the other end receives the customer's call. Assuming caller ID is used on the receiving end, the receiver would normally assume the call was coming from a different phone number — the spoofed number chosen by the caller — thus tricking the receiver into thinking the call was coming from a different individual or organization than the caller's. Most providers work similar to a pre-paid calling card.
Technology and methods
The above method is a bit complex; many Caller ID spoofing service providers also allow customers to initiate spoofed calls from a Web-based interface. Some providers allow entering the name to display along with the spoofed Caller ID number, but in most parts of the United States, for example, whatever name the local phone company has associated with the spoofed Caller ID number is the name that shows up on the Caller ID display.
Using a Web-based spoofing service involves creating an account with a provider, logging in to their website and completing a form. Most companies require the following basic fields:
1.source number
2.destination number
3.Caller ID number
When the user completes this form and clicks a button to initiate the call, the source number is first called. When the source number line is answered, the destination is then called and bridged together.
Some providers also offer the ability to record calls, change the voice and send SMS text messages.
Other popular methods by companies include displaying only a geographical name on the caller ID readout, e.g., "ARIZONA", "CALIFORNIA", "OREGON", or "ONTARIO".
Legislation in the United States
On June 27, 2007, the United States Senate Committee on Commerce, Science and Transportation approved and submitted to the Senate calendar S.704, a bill that would have made caller ID spoofing a crime. Dubbed the "Truth in Caller ID Act of 2007", the bill would have outlawed causing "any caller identification service to transmit misleading or inaccurate caller identification information" via "any telecommunications service or IP-enabled voice service." Law enforcement was exempted from the rule. A similar bill, HR251, was introduced and passed in the House of Representatives. It was referred to the same Senate committee that approved S.704. The bill never became law because the full Senate never voted on it; it was added to the Senate Legislative Calendar under General Orders, but no vote was taken, and at the end of the 110th Congress, the bill expired (all pending legislation not voted into law at the end of the House term, a.k.a. end of a session of Congress, is dead). The bill was reintroduced in the Senate on January 7, 2009, by Senator Bill Nelson (FL) and three co-sponsors as S.30, the Truth in Caller ID Act of 2009, and referred to the same committee.
On April 14, 2010, the House of Representatives passed the "Truth in Caller ID Act of 2010" and will be reconciled with the Senate version passed in February. It is anticipated that this bill will be signed into law by President Obama later this year. Under the bill, which also targets VOIP services, it becomes illegal "to cause any caller ID service to transmit misleading or inaccurate caller ID information, with the intent to defraud or deceive." The bill maintains an exemption for blocking one's own outgoing caller ID information, and law enforcement isn't affected.
History
Caller ID spoofing has been available for years to people with a specialized digital connection to the telephone company, called an ISDN PRI circuit. Collection agencies, law-enforcement officials, and private investigators have used the practice, with varying degrees of legality.
The first mainstream Caller ID spoofing service, Star38.com, was launched in September 2004. Star38.com was the first service to allow spoofed calls to be placed from a web interface. It stopped offering service in 2005, as a handful of similar sites were launched.
In August 2006, Paris Hilton was accused of using caller ID spoofing to break into a voicemail system that used caller ID for authentication. Caller ID spoofing also has been used in purchase scams on web sites such as Craigslist and eBay. The scamming caller claims to be calling from Canada into the U.S. with a legitimate interest in purchasing advertised items. Often the sellers are asked for personal information such as a copy of a registration title, etc., before the (scamming) purchaser invests the time and effort to come see the for-sale items.
Frequently, caller ID spoofing is used for prank calls. For example, someone might call a friend and arrange for "The White House" to appear on the recipient's caller display. In December 2007, a hacker used a Caller ID spoofing service and was arrested for sending a SWAT team to a house of an unsuspecting victim. In February 2008, a Collegeville, Pennsylvania man was arrested for making threatening phone calls to women and having their home numbers appear "on their caller ID to make it look like the call was coming from inside the house."
In March 2008, several residents in Wilmington, Delaware reported receiving telemarketing calls during the early morning hours, when the caller had apparently spoofed the Caller ID to evoke the 1982 Tommy Tutone song 867-5309/Jenny.
There are legitimate reasons for modifying the caller ID sent with a call.
1.Commercial answering-service bureaus which forward calls back out to a subscriber's cell phone, when both parties would prefer the CNID to display the original caller's information.
2.Most calling-card companies display the Caller ID of the calling-card user to the called party.
3.Business owners have been known to use Caller ID spoofing to display their business number on the Caller ID display when calling from outside the office (for example, on a mobile phone).
4.Skype users can assign a Caller ID number in order to prevent their Skype-Out calls being screened by the called party (the default Skype Caller ID in the USA is 000123456).
5.Google Voice displays its users' Google Voice number when they place calls through the service using their landline or cell phone.
SOURCE: WIKIPEDIA
Providers
To use a typical spoofing service, customers pay in advance for a personal identification number (PIN), allowing them to make a call for a certain amount of time. To begin, customers dial the number given to them by the company and enter their PIN. Then they enter the number they wish to call and the number they wish to appear as the caller ID. Once the customer selects the options, the call is bridged and the person on the other end receives the customer's call. Assuming caller ID is used on the receiving end, the receiver would normally assume the call was coming from a different phone number — the spoofed number chosen by the caller — thus tricking the receiver into thinking the call was coming from a different individual or organization than the caller's. Most providers work similar to a pre-paid calling card.
Technology and methods
The above method is a bit complex; many Caller ID spoofing service providers also allow customers to initiate spoofed calls from a Web-based interface. Some providers allow entering the name to display along with the spoofed Caller ID number, but in most parts of the United States, for example, whatever name the local phone company has associated with the spoofed Caller ID number is the name that shows up on the Caller ID display.
Using a Web-based spoofing service involves creating an account with a provider, logging in to their website and completing a form. Most companies require the following basic fields:
1.source number
2.destination number
3.Caller ID number
When the user completes this form and clicks a button to initiate the call, the source number is first called. When the source number line is answered, the destination is then called and bridged together.
Some providers also offer the ability to record calls, change the voice and send SMS text messages.
Other popular methods by companies include displaying only a geographical name on the caller ID readout, e.g., "ARIZONA", "CALIFORNIA", "OREGON", or "ONTARIO".
Legislation in the United States
On June 27, 2007, the United States Senate Committee on Commerce, Science and Transportation approved and submitted to the Senate calendar S.704, a bill that would have made caller ID spoofing a crime. Dubbed the "Truth in Caller ID Act of 2007", the bill would have outlawed causing "any caller identification service to transmit misleading or inaccurate caller identification information" via "any telecommunications service or IP-enabled voice service." Law enforcement was exempted from the rule. A similar bill, HR251, was introduced and passed in the House of Representatives. It was referred to the same Senate committee that approved S.704. The bill never became law because the full Senate never voted on it; it was added to the Senate Legislative Calendar under General Orders, but no vote was taken, and at the end of the 110th Congress, the bill expired (all pending legislation not voted into law at the end of the House term, a.k.a. end of a session of Congress, is dead). The bill was reintroduced in the Senate on January 7, 2009, by Senator Bill Nelson (FL) and three co-sponsors as S.30, the Truth in Caller ID Act of 2009, and referred to the same committee.
On April 14, 2010, the House of Representatives passed the "Truth in Caller ID Act of 2010" and will be reconciled with the Senate version passed in February. It is anticipated that this bill will be signed into law by President Obama later this year. Under the bill, which also targets VOIP services, it becomes illegal "to cause any caller ID service to transmit misleading or inaccurate caller ID information, with the intent to defraud or deceive." The bill maintains an exemption for blocking one's own outgoing caller ID information, and law enforcement isn't affected.
History
Caller ID spoofing has been available for years to people with a specialized digital connection to the telephone company, called an ISDN PRI circuit. Collection agencies, law-enforcement officials, and private investigators have used the practice, with varying degrees of legality.
The first mainstream Caller ID spoofing service, Star38.com, was launched in September 2004. Star38.com was the first service to allow spoofed calls to be placed from a web interface. It stopped offering service in 2005, as a handful of similar sites were launched.
In August 2006, Paris Hilton was accused of using caller ID spoofing to break into a voicemail system that used caller ID for authentication. Caller ID spoofing also has been used in purchase scams on web sites such as Craigslist and eBay. The scamming caller claims to be calling from Canada into the U.S. with a legitimate interest in purchasing advertised items. Often the sellers are asked for personal information such as a copy of a registration title, etc., before the (scamming) purchaser invests the time and effort to come see the for-sale items.
Frequently, caller ID spoofing is used for prank calls. For example, someone might call a friend and arrange for "The White House" to appear on the recipient's caller display. In December 2007, a hacker used a Caller ID spoofing service and was arrested for sending a SWAT team to a house of an unsuspecting victim. In February 2008, a Collegeville, Pennsylvania man was arrested for making threatening phone calls to women and having their home numbers appear "on their caller ID to make it look like the call was coming from inside the house."
In March 2008, several residents in Wilmington, Delaware reported receiving telemarketing calls during the early morning hours, when the caller had apparently spoofed the Caller ID to evoke the 1982 Tommy Tutone song 867-5309/Jenny.
There are legitimate reasons for modifying the caller ID sent with a call.
1.Commercial answering-service bureaus which forward calls back out to a subscriber's cell phone, when both parties would prefer the CNID to display the original caller's information.
2.Most calling-card companies display the Caller ID of the calling-card user to the called party.
3.Business owners have been known to use Caller ID spoofing to display their business number on the Caller ID display when calling from outside the office (for example, on a mobile phone).
4.Skype users can assign a Caller ID number in order to prevent their Skype-Out calls being screened by the called party (the default Skype Caller ID in the USA is 000123456).
5.Google Voice displays its users' Google Voice number when they place calls through the service using their landline or cell phone.
SOURCE: WIKIPEDIA
SYMBOLS
I can't express to you enough how unusual it is when one says something and then it comes back like aboomarang many times in a row, especially when it involves randomness.randomness like crazy. like when you get a row of g names, the SIVR doesnt say like if your name begins with G press 2. Like I get the weird shit like the same first name AHMED or something 2 in a row plus a couple of calls afterwards. Then it'll be numbers like groups of 3 or SSNs or BANs or somethin glike that. I had it one time with account balance and so forth. I wonder how this happens. I mean, these people wait in the SIVR on hold for a while, how is it that the call I end and the call that comes in is someone with the same initials or whatever? I know, Iknow. There are so many factors, balance, numbers, dates socials names etc. So surely something will be the same... I just don't know about it.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Luigi Russolo - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Contents
1 Biography
2 See also
3 Further Reading & Audio Clips
3.1 Further reading
3.2 Audio
4 References
5 External links
6 Footnotes
[edit] BiographyLuigi Russolo was perhaps the first noise artist. His 1913 manifesto, L'Arte dei Rumori, translated as The Art of Noises, stated that the industrial revolution had given modern men a greater capacity to appreciate more complex sounds. Russolo found traditional melodic music confining and envisioned noise music as its future replacement.
The Art of Noises classified "noise-sound" into six groups:
1.Roars, Thunderings, Explosions, Hissing roars, Bangs, Booms
2.Whistling, Hissing, Puffing
3.Whispers, Murmurs, Mumbling, Muttering, Gurgling
4.Screeching, Creaking, Rustling, Buzzing, Crackling, Scraping
5.Noises obtained by beating on metals, woods, skins, stones, pottery, etc.
6.Voices of animals and people, Shouts, Screams, Shrieks, Wails, Hoots, Howls, Death rattles, Sobs
He designed and constructed a number of noise-generating devices called Intonarumori and assembled a noise orchestra to perform with them. A performance of his Gran Concerto Futuristico (1917) was met with strong disapproval and violence from the audience, as Russolo himself had predicted. None of his intoning devices have survived, though recently some have been reconstructed and used in performances. Although Russolo's works bear little resemblance to modern noise music, his pioneering creations cannot be overlooked as an essential stage in the evolution of this genre, and many artists are now familiar with his manifesto.
At first the art of music sought purity, limpidity and sweetness of sound. Then different sounds were amalgamated, care being taken, however, to caress the ear with gentle harmonies. Today music, as it becomes continually more complicated, strives to amalgamate the most dissonant, strange and harsh sounds. In this way we come ever closer to noise-sound.
Antonio Russolo, another Italian Futurist composer and Luigi's brother, produced a recording of two works featuring the original Intonarumori. The 1921 made phonograph with works entitled Corale and Serenata, combined conventional orchestral music set against the famous noise machines and is the only surviving sound recording.
Russolo and Marinetti gave the first concert of Futurist music, complete with intonarumori, in April 1914 (causing a riot). The program comprised four "networks of noises" with the following titles:
Awakening of a City
Meeting of cars and aeroplanes
Dining on the terrace of the Casino and
Skirmish in the oasis.
All of his instruments were destroyed in World War II during the bombings on Paris. In 2009 replicas were being made for the Performa Festival in New York City, where his musical pieces were played.
Luigi Russolo - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Supreme Being - X4EYE
WHAT IS THIS GOD THAT WE ARE FIGHTING ABOUT?
This page is to clear up so many inconsistencies in our thoughts about God.
There is a lot of disharmony caused by people of differing religious beliefs. Most of us believe in some kind of higher power that we call "God". We all argue over our differences in opinion, but it seems like few people have offered to compare and contrast. We all agree that God is love, life, creation, energy, infinite and unperceivable yet present within all things and that we somehow are separated from God or are not worthy in some way. So God wants something from us. If God wants something from us, wouldn't we be made to know what God wanted? If not, it seems that expectation without clear communication is God's forte!
What could we provide an omnipotent creator that the omnipotent creator could not provide for itself?
Most religions are about salvation of some sort. Enlightenment, salvation or "Heaven" seems to be a common spiritual concept. It appears as though we would have zero spiritual development without some type of connection with God such as a Messiah, a Guru, a book, a religion or an ancient culture. Most definitely, we should have been given the tools at birth to become "saved" because salvation that is dependant upon something outside of one's self means that someone will be left out. Why would an all powerful God of love leave anyone out?
If God is in all things, then God has a connection with ALL people. No exceptions.
However, there is something about being a human that makes us somehow less than perfect, needing to gain something in order to be closer to God. What makes us different or separate from God? Being limited inside a non-infinite human being with a unique or "original" perspective. A human being has but to obtain salvation through raised awareness to a higher level, presumably to the level that God resides. This means eliminating fear and separation from our lives. This involves Honesty, Objectivity, Kindness and Respect amongst other things. So we should alter our behavior and our perceptions in order to eliminate fear, separation, sin and evil from our lives. According to most religions, God loves us all and wants us to be together or "one". It is THAT simple. No books are needed, no math equations or money transactions.
What we really need to be saved from is our limited view of what God really is!
How do we raise our awareness to be closer to God? The most common methods include self-denial to various degrees, prayer or meditation, rituals and ceremonies, praise, sacrifice, tithe and non-attachment, sensory deprivation or over stimulation, study and quiet contemplation, "walk-about", trance, bondage, drugs, sex, music, spinning and dancing. There are almost as many ways to get closer to God as there are unique individual consciousnesses.
If God is everything, then all paths DO lead to God.
Differences that arise are due to the fact that they were written in different languages by people with a different culture in a different time period. What this all seems to point to is that God wants us to be more like God: Selfless, egoless, giving, creating, fearless, without worry, concern, need or judgment. This is the way we should act in order for our consciousness to be at the level where God dwells.
Then why does God let bad things happen?
We always say "God spared us" or "God is testing our faith", but forces of nature such as tornadoes, earthquakes and other "Acts of God" never seem to hunt any one person out. In the story of Sodom and Gomorrah, God needed just one good person to keep him from destroying the city. God does not seem to show us the same courtesy. If God loves us and accepts us with all of our flaws then it is safe to assume that God is not punishing us. This would mean that God has expectations or requirements for us. Being Omnipotent means that any and all expectations are met at all times. To say that God has any expectations is to make God less than perfect! Bad things happen to everyone, not just good people. God does not care that bad things happen because care and concern are the same thing as worry and fear. Worry and fear are things that an omnipotent being does not do. What makes bad things bad is OUR perceptions of them up to and including the fear of death.
Is it a "bad" thing to die?
Most religions speak of an afterlife or eternity of something, usually a punishment or a reward. The punishment is eternal separation from God, usually in a place that leaves a lot to be desired. We have ruled out punishment as something that an omnipotent being would do, so what is the reward? Oneness with God. We are not being punished by God, we are living in fear which is separation from God. Our "sins", will, ignorance, ego, personality, perception, and physical bodies are the things that make us separate from God. We are not aware. That is hell. Death is Death. Not a good or a bad thing. Our death is not something that an omnipotent being would worry about if there is no death.
So we can do whatever we want?
We are doing what we want to do! It just isn't making us happy, but, you see, God doesn't care about that. We suffer consequences because of our fears. We need to expand our awareness and therefore change what we want. Bad things do happen to people that are "nice" because nice people are concerned with other people's feelings. This concern for others is further separation from God which "mean" people do not have. This does not mean that God wants us to be "mean". God does not want or need anything. "Mean" people want instant gratification, power and control which also makes them separate from God. This separation manifests in their lives because they are controlled by their possessions, they lose control and become powerless at some point.
Knowledge of this could be used for selfish reasons!
The people that desire power over others are those that will abuse it. This is painfully obvious when you see the state that the world is in currently. Those in power seem intent on keeping things the way that they are. This also includes limiting our awareness. We are constantly manipulated through fear by the powers that be. Many if not all of our elite rulers are occultists. Occult does not mean "Satanic" or "Evil". Occult means "Hidden". The idea that we are all God is not a "New Age" concept. It is a suppressed, hidden or "Occult" concept. This knowledge has been and is being used for the wrong reasons. This is one reason why the world is in the state that it is.
There is a lot of disharmony caused by people of differing religious beliefs. Most of us believe in some kind of higher power that we call "God". We all argue over our differences in opinion, but it seems like few people have offered to compare and contrast. We all agree that God is love, life, creation, energy, infinite and unperceivable yet present within all things and that we somehow are separated from God or are not worthy in some way. So God wants something from us. If God wants something from us, wouldn't we be made to know what God wanted? If not, it seems that expectation without clear communication is God's forte!
What could we provide an omnipotent creator that the omnipotent creator could not provide for itself?
Most religions are about salvation of some sort. Enlightenment, salvation or "Heaven" seems to be a common spiritual concept. It appears as though we would have zero spiritual development without some type of connection with God such as a Messiah, a Guru, a book, a religion or an ancient culture. Most definitely, we should have been given the tools at birth to become "saved" because salvation that is dependant upon something outside of one's self means that someone will be left out. Why would an all powerful God of love leave anyone out?
If God is in all things, then God has a connection with ALL people. No exceptions.
However, there is something about being a human that makes us somehow less than perfect, needing to gain something in order to be closer to God. What makes us different or separate from God? Being limited inside a non-infinite human being with a unique or "original" perspective. A human being has but to obtain salvation through raised awareness to a higher level, presumably to the level that God resides. This means eliminating fear and separation from our lives. This involves Honesty, Objectivity, Kindness and Respect amongst other things. So we should alter our behavior and our perceptions in order to eliminate fear, separation, sin and evil from our lives. According to most religions, God loves us all and wants us to be together or "one". It is THAT simple. No books are needed, no math equations or money transactions.
What we really need to be saved from is our limited view of what God really is!
How do we raise our awareness to be closer to God? The most common methods include self-denial to various degrees, prayer or meditation, rituals and ceremonies, praise, sacrifice, tithe and non-attachment, sensory deprivation or over stimulation, study and quiet contemplation, "walk-about", trance, bondage, drugs, sex, music, spinning and dancing. There are almost as many ways to get closer to God as there are unique individual consciousnesses.
If God is everything, then all paths DO lead to God.
Differences that arise are due to the fact that they were written in different languages by people with a different culture in a different time period. What this all seems to point to is that God wants us to be more like God: Selfless, egoless, giving, creating, fearless, without worry, concern, need or judgment. This is the way we should act in order for our consciousness to be at the level where God dwells.
Then why does God let bad things happen?
We always say "God spared us" or "God is testing our faith", but forces of nature such as tornadoes, earthquakes and other "Acts of God" never seem to hunt any one person out. In the story of Sodom and Gomorrah, God needed just one good person to keep him from destroying the city. God does not seem to show us the same courtesy. If God loves us and accepts us with all of our flaws then it is safe to assume that God is not punishing us. This would mean that God has expectations or requirements for us. Being Omnipotent means that any and all expectations are met at all times. To say that God has any expectations is to make God less than perfect! Bad things happen to everyone, not just good people. God does not care that bad things happen because care and concern are the same thing as worry and fear. Worry and fear are things that an omnipotent being does not do. What makes bad things bad is OUR perceptions of them up to and including the fear of death.
Is it a "bad" thing to die?
Most religions speak of an afterlife or eternity of something, usually a punishment or a reward. The punishment is eternal separation from God, usually in a place that leaves a lot to be desired. We have ruled out punishment as something that an omnipotent being would do, so what is the reward? Oneness with God. We are not being punished by God, we are living in fear which is separation from God. Our "sins", will, ignorance, ego, personality, perception, and physical bodies are the things that make us separate from God. We are not aware. That is hell. Death is Death. Not a good or a bad thing. Our death is not something that an omnipotent being would worry about if there is no death.
So we can do whatever we want?
We are doing what we want to do! It just isn't making us happy, but, you see, God doesn't care about that. We suffer consequences because of our fears. We need to expand our awareness and therefore change what we want. Bad things do happen to people that are "nice" because nice people are concerned with other people's feelings. This concern for others is further separation from God which "mean" people do not have. This does not mean that God wants us to be "mean". God does not want or need anything. "Mean" people want instant gratification, power and control which also makes them separate from God. This separation manifests in their lives because they are controlled by their possessions, they lose control and become powerless at some point.
Knowledge of this could be used for selfish reasons!
The people that desire power over others are those that will abuse it. This is painfully obvious when you see the state that the world is in currently. Those in power seem intent on keeping things the way that they are. This also includes limiting our awareness. We are constantly manipulated through fear by the powers that be. Many if not all of our elite rulers are occultists. Occult does not mean "Satanic" or "Evil". Occult means "Hidden". The idea that we are all God is not a "New Age" concept. It is a suppressed, hidden or "Occult" concept. This knowledge has been and is being used for the wrong reasons. This is one reason why the world is in the state that it is.
The Snot Otter
The hellbender (Cryptobranchus alleganiensis), also known as the hellbender salamander, is a species of giant salamander that is endemic to eastern North America. A member of the Cryptobranchidae family, hellbenders are the only members of the Cryptobranchus genus, and are joined only by one other genus of salamanders (Andrias, which contains the Japanese and Chinese giant salamanders) at the family level. Hellbenders are ecologically significant for many reasons, including their uniqueness. These salamanders are much larger than any others in their endemic range, they employ an “unusual” means of respiration (which involves cutaneous gas exchange through capillaries found in their dorsoventral folds), and they fill a particular niche—both as a predator and prey—in their ecosystem which either they or their ancestors have occupied for around 65 million years.
The name 'hellbender' probably comes from the animal’s odd look. Perhaps it was named by settlers who thought "it was a creature from hell where it’s bent on returning". Another rendition says the undulating skin of a hellbender reminded observers of 'horrible tortures of the infernal regions'. In reality, it’s a harmless aquatic salamander. - The Missouri Department of Conservation
Preserving sperm vital to saving 'snot otter' salamanders
Cellphone Etiquete
0. Be ready when the other person says "Hello". Don't make them wait.
1. Speak directly into the microphone with the earpiece on your ear.
2. Project your voice so as to be heard by someone that is not psychic.
3. Enunciate your words clearly so that words like "One" do not sound like "throw-un" (for example).
4. Use the proper telephone number rhythm. Not too fast, not sarcastically toooo ssslllloooowww!
5. Be AT LEAST as nice as the person you are talking to.
6. Identify yourself as many times as you asked without any pushback.
7. Don't start the call with a list of demands. One thing at a time.
8. If the person is unable to assist you don't dispute, don't be rude and don't call back immediately.
9. Don't make an attempt at sarcasm, you are not funny and no one cares.
10. Don't say that you are going to call your lawyer. You don't have one.
11. Don't ask for a supervisor. You just blew your chances by being an a-hole.
12. Don't ever demand satisfaction
13. Don't ever expect instant gratification
14. Don't ever expect monetary compensation for your "Inconveniences".
15. Don't ever think that the person you are talking to likes their job.
16. Don't ever think that the person you are talking to actually cares about your situation.
17. Don't ever think that the person you are chatting up is actually enjoying your conversation.
18. Don't assume that the person that you are talking to is not taking your name and number for their own personal reasons. :^)
19. Be polite. Say please and thank you.
20. Don't just hang up. Say "Bye", "Have a good day", or whatever and don't be rude.
Keep your kids quiet.
Roll up your windows.
Off with speakerphone.
Speak up.
Speak clearly.
Provide your FIRST AND LAST NAME when asked.
Be ready to go when you call.
Don't multi-task.
Don't eat.
Don't drive.
Be prepared, have pencil and paper ready if you are calling for information.
Don't say "Hello" after every sentence.
Expect to get a call while sleeping if you are ON CALL.
Don't tell people your life story.
Be sweet.
Be polite.
Be courteous.
Be helpful.
Make momma proud.
1. Speak directly into the microphone with the earpiece on your ear.
2. Project your voice so as to be heard by someone that is not psychic.
3. Enunciate your words clearly so that words like "One" do not sound like "throw-un" (for example).
4. Use the proper telephone number rhythm. Not too fast, not sarcastically toooo ssslllloooowww!
5. Be AT LEAST as nice as the person you are talking to.
6. Identify yourself as many times as you asked without any pushback.
7. Don't start the call with a list of demands. One thing at a time.
8. If the person is unable to assist you don't dispute, don't be rude and don't call back immediately.
9. Don't make an attempt at sarcasm, you are not funny and no one cares.
10. Don't say that you are going to call your lawyer. You don't have one.
11. Don't ask for a supervisor. You just blew your chances by being an a-hole.
12. Don't ever demand satisfaction
13. Don't ever expect instant gratification
14. Don't ever expect monetary compensation for your "Inconveniences".
15. Don't ever think that the person you are talking to likes their job.
16. Don't ever think that the person you are talking to actually cares about your situation.
17. Don't ever think that the person you are chatting up is actually enjoying your conversation.
18. Don't assume that the person that you are talking to is not taking your name and number for their own personal reasons. :^)
19. Be polite. Say please and thank you.
20. Don't just hang up. Say "Bye", "Have a good day", or whatever and don't be rude.
Keep your kids quiet.
Roll up your windows.
Off with speakerphone.
Speak up.
Speak clearly.
Provide your FIRST AND LAST NAME when asked.
Be ready to go when you call.
Don't multi-task.
Don't eat.
Don't drive.
Be prepared, have pencil and paper ready if you are calling for information.
Don't say "Hello" after every sentence.
Expect to get a call while sleeping if you are ON CALL.
Don't tell people your life story.
Be sweet.
Be polite.
Be courteous.
Be helpful.
Make momma proud.
Excerpt from MAYA the RPG
There IS nothing but the 'whatever-it-is' which is whatever the 'whatever-it-is' happens to be AND that which is not 'whatever-it-is'. Due to there being two points of reference, we have direction, distance and eventually time.
Because of time and distance, the 'whatever-it-is' and the 'whatever-it-isn't' became fractured into an infinite number of pieces we'll call sparks. These sparks could play games with each other and challenge each other in many different ways. Some sparks team up with other sparks that are similar in one way or another and play games or even battles. Some sparks take on different frequencies to experience different levels of excitement. Because of this, we have what has been called "the big bang". This is the birth of the physical universe.
The physical universe is an infinite canvas for a spark to create anything from breathtaking beauty to heart-stopping terror. It's all illusions though. Just a trick of light. Furthermore, most sparks take on lower frequencies so as to not just look at the universe but to escape from the games and battles of the other sparks. These sparks take on physical bodies in many different ways and interact with each other on the physical level where they do not realize that they are a spark. On the physical level, there is a tremendous amount of fine tuning of frequencies to create differences in each spark. This fine tuning of frequencies is called "ego".
Ego is what keeps sparks from becoming fully aware of their true nature and their true power. Proper balance and eventual destruction of ego is required in order for a spark to have a true awakening, but the more ego it loses, the greater the horrors of the universe also become. Despite all the cosmic horror and spilled milk, it is all illusions. The spark signed up for all of this when it came to the physical universe. Some signed up to adventure, some signed up for fun, some to learn, some to experience fear, pain or even death. None of it is real and the spark can cheat and control it's reality or even change the world into a better place. This is never met without opposition though.
Without any real consequences and no supervision, it was only a matter of time before some sparks began conspiring with other sparks to take advantage of those unaware in a conspiracy involving keeping all of this knowledge hidden in the physical universe. These dark forces are present throughout the universe and go by many names but no matter what you call them, they are recognizable by their actions of using widespread panic, death, war, crime, pain and suffering so as to take advantage of those unaware and ensure that no conscious being ever learns it's own true nature. This conspiracy has never been challenged because the more we awaken to this ultimate truth, the less we actually care about doing something to stop it. This has been going on since the very beginning of time and may continue because we will forever want illusions, lies, adventure, good versus evil, secrets, the unknown, fear and surprise. There's nothing better than a surprise!
Unity is the alternative to this chaos and is what results in a movement away from separation, division and fear. As a physical being on any level of density, one has a natural movement towards organization and to move towards unity can be seen like swimming upstream. It is. It is heading back to the source. Keep swimming.
Because of time and distance, the 'whatever-it-is' and the 'whatever-it-isn't' became fractured into an infinite number of pieces we'll call sparks. These sparks could play games with each other and challenge each other in many different ways. Some sparks team up with other sparks that are similar in one way or another and play games or even battles. Some sparks take on different frequencies to experience different levels of excitement. Because of this, we have what has been called "the big bang". This is the birth of the physical universe.
The physical universe is an infinite canvas for a spark to create anything from breathtaking beauty to heart-stopping terror. It's all illusions though. Just a trick of light. Furthermore, most sparks take on lower frequencies so as to not just look at the universe but to escape from the games and battles of the other sparks. These sparks take on physical bodies in many different ways and interact with each other on the physical level where they do not realize that they are a spark. On the physical level, there is a tremendous amount of fine tuning of frequencies to create differences in each spark. This fine tuning of frequencies is called "ego".
Ego is what keeps sparks from becoming fully aware of their true nature and their true power. Proper balance and eventual destruction of ego is required in order for a spark to have a true awakening, but the more ego it loses, the greater the horrors of the universe also become. Despite all the cosmic horror and spilled milk, it is all illusions. The spark signed up for all of this when it came to the physical universe. Some signed up to adventure, some signed up for fun, some to learn, some to experience fear, pain or even death. None of it is real and the spark can cheat and control it's reality or even change the world into a better place. This is never met without opposition though.
Without any real consequences and no supervision, it was only a matter of time before some sparks began conspiring with other sparks to take advantage of those unaware in a conspiracy involving keeping all of this knowledge hidden in the physical universe. These dark forces are present throughout the universe and go by many names but no matter what you call them, they are recognizable by their actions of using widespread panic, death, war, crime, pain and suffering so as to take advantage of those unaware and ensure that no conscious being ever learns it's own true nature. This conspiracy has never been challenged because the more we awaken to this ultimate truth, the less we actually care about doing something to stop it. This has been going on since the very beginning of time and may continue because we will forever want illusions, lies, adventure, good versus evil, secrets, the unknown, fear and surprise. There's nothing better than a surprise!
Unity is the alternative to this chaos and is what results in a movement away from separation, division and fear. As a physical being on any level of density, one has a natural movement towards organization and to move towards unity can be seen like swimming upstream. It is. It is heading back to the source. Keep swimming.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Mig-31 "Firefox"
Although fictional, the Mig-31 as depicted in the movie "Firefox", with it's hypersonic capabilities and thought controlled weapon system, is one of my all time favorite warplanes.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Can anyone help me drive this one home?
As a child, my interests in things occult developed independent of my interests in ufos and aliens, but as an adult, I have found these subjects converge via conspiracy theories and spirituality. I have seen enough, read enough, watched enough and thought enough to get the feeling that there is definitely someone controlling every aspect of our lives. I have also seen enough, read enough, watched enough and thought enough on the subject to be totally convinced that on some level our world is nothing more than illusions created by ourselves. I have stumbled over the interference patterns created by these two distinct points of view and, though I cannot find steady ground I think that I have discovered something very simple and something that has always beat me in life. I think that I have discovered "Self Discipline".
I discovered a book called "Self discipline in 10 days" and found it hard for me to read the first few pages. I kept reading and rereading slowly till I finally got to the main part of the book... the "Exercises", where I completely stopped reading it. I know that the things contained within are going to be very hard to take. I have done this my whole life as it turns out. Procrastinating. Thinking of excuses why not to do something. Beating myself up with "Funny" comments. The list goes on. Well, how does this all relate? Well, I have found that my lack self discipline has perhaps been the reason that I was always looking for truth. Looking for reasons to NOT go to college. Looking for reasons to NOT diet. Looking for reasons why I am perfect the way I am. Looking for reasons why I should be appreciated for the special person I am. Looking for reasons why I deserve better than everyone else. Looking for reasons why I should be given the benefit of the doubt. Excuses. I have found that as I have applied the small amount of knowledge that I have gotten from the book, I have felt better, started REALLY performing well at work, completed many other small goals around the house and have had a generally good feeling and sense of well being lately. I am not here to push someone's book. I just happened to come across this one. I would be willing to bet that most books about self discipline say the same things in different ways. I just feel that maybe all of these things tie in with the "victim mentality".
I de-pitted like 10 dates the other day and, upon de-pitting them, I immediately grabbed the seeds and thought to myself "hmm... I could grow these and start a date palm farm and live off of that money. I could quit my job." Immediately I went looking for a way to get out of work. Like I think I don't have to work or something. Like I am entitled to just make money for being the amazing unique individual I am. I got really irritated with myself and threw the seeds away. I am not a hoarder, but I think I have tendencies to do so. Clinging to the past when my childhood was easy and worry free. Saving things so that they will increase in value. Wanting to get rich quick. Oh well...
I can't help but notice the beautiful blue sky dotted by the so-called contrails, and I can't help but notice freemasonry imagery on television and in movies. I have started toying around with the idea that a lot of these things are just illusions thrown into our reality to make it interesting, but if you dig into the illusions, they grow and struggle to appear more real, but delving into them is like digging a bottomless pit. Does anyone else feel that these "signs" are really just our subconscious thoughts projected into the universe and made manifest on the outskirts of reality and outside of most people's perception and awareness?
I discovered a book called "Self discipline in 10 days" and found it hard for me to read the first few pages. I kept reading and rereading slowly till I finally got to the main part of the book... the "Exercises", where I completely stopped reading it. I know that the things contained within are going to be very hard to take. I have done this my whole life as it turns out. Procrastinating. Thinking of excuses why not to do something. Beating myself up with "Funny" comments. The list goes on. Well, how does this all relate? Well, I have found that my lack self discipline has perhaps been the reason that I was always looking for truth. Looking for reasons to NOT go to college. Looking for reasons to NOT diet. Looking for reasons why I am perfect the way I am. Looking for reasons why I should be appreciated for the special person I am. Looking for reasons why I deserve better than everyone else. Looking for reasons why I should be given the benefit of the doubt. Excuses. I have found that as I have applied the small amount of knowledge that I have gotten from the book, I have felt better, started REALLY performing well at work, completed many other small goals around the house and have had a generally good feeling and sense of well being lately. I am not here to push someone's book. I just happened to come across this one. I would be willing to bet that most books about self discipline say the same things in different ways. I just feel that maybe all of these things tie in with the "victim mentality".
I de-pitted like 10 dates the other day and, upon de-pitting them, I immediately grabbed the seeds and thought to myself "hmm... I could grow these and start a date palm farm and live off of that money. I could quit my job." Immediately I went looking for a way to get out of work. Like I think I don't have to work or something. Like I am entitled to just make money for being the amazing unique individual I am. I got really irritated with myself and threw the seeds away. I am not a hoarder, but I think I have tendencies to do so. Clinging to the past when my childhood was easy and worry free. Saving things so that they will increase in value. Wanting to get rich quick. Oh well...
I can't help but notice the beautiful blue sky dotted by the so-called contrails, and I can't help but notice freemasonry imagery on television and in movies. I have started toying around with the idea that a lot of these things are just illusions thrown into our reality to make it interesting, but if you dig into the illusions, they grow and struggle to appear more real, but delving into them is like digging a bottomless pit. Does anyone else feel that these "signs" are really just our subconscious thoughts projected into the universe and made manifest on the outskirts of reality and outside of most people's perception and awareness?
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Diego Garcia - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Talked to a really mean person at T-mobile who had excessive charges on their bill. Talking to this person, I felt sorry for it's spouse and children if it had them. This person resonated evil. The charges were because this person was in a country called Diego Garcia. I had never heard of it. It was on a military account. I did my job, you know: "I am terribly sorry about this...charges are valid...my supervisor is not available...". When I got home, I looked up Diego Garcia.
Just wanted to let you know not to call this country from the US. Read up on it. Pretty interesting. Torture sucks. I bet this person was a torturer. Tortured me for at least 10 minutes, for sure.
Diego Garcia - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Just wanted to let you know not to call this country from the US. Read up on it. Pretty interesting. Torture sucks. I bet this person was a torturer. Tortured me for at least 10 minutes, for sure.
Diego Garcia - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Thursday, June 10, 2010
rainbow
God won't this rain ever end? The ground is still saturated. I saved a worm today. squirming on the sidewalk that the sun baked from behind grey clouds.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
So Hot
It has been a busy month. Work has been difficult. I have really been trying. I 'picked up a copy' of a book "Self-Discipline in 10 days". We will just see.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Googley
Its not countercultuure its lack of culture
why is it called a bill fold, more like an old receipt fold
why is it called a bill fold, more like an old receipt fold
Friday, April 23, 2010
Knee Jerk
Well, now my internet has been out this morning so I have been playing. Jennifer left to pick up my anti-psychotic meds at the drugstore, so I stayed home and played and played and played. I worked on an old song of mine called "Knee Jerk" that I really am fond of. I recorded some of it in Audacity thru my old Zoom Effects Processor. I did it while Jennifer watched Seinfeld too. I just had to use headphones on my lightsnake and I couldn't listen to other tracks while I played so I just used the on board drum machine. It sounded awful like that, but I plan to use a real drum machine later on. I'm probably going to have to sing on this one, but I don't like the thoughts of that too much. We shall see. The lerucks go like 'is:
अशिष्ट पता नहीं, मैं नहीं
जड़ता का अस्तित्व
रुको, चुंबकीय
प्रतिरोध
मैं हाथ में दर्द के साथ सहमत हूँ
विचार
क्या अंधेरा
वापस प्रकाश
की
छाया नाइट
कर्मचारी
अगर तुम सच में हमें डराना चाहते हैं
हम डर में छोड़ दिया
मुझे डर है कि दुनिया
मुझे नहीं लगता कि वहाँ कोई संबंध नहीं के बीच में है
तुम मेरी सुरक्षा कर रहे हैं
तुम मेरे हो बैसाखी
मेरी बाहों हैं
और आप और अधिक की आवश्यकता
यह संभव है
आप देख सकते हैं
आप कर सकते हैं
मेरे निचले बाएँ
अशिष्ट पता नहीं, मैं नहीं
जड़ता का अस्तित्व
रुको, चुंबकीय
प्रतिरोध
मैं हाथ में दर्द के साथ सहमत हूँ
विचार
क्या अंधेरा
वापस प्रकाश
की
छाया नाइट
कर्मचारी
अगर तुम सच में हमें डराना चाहते हैं
हम डर में छोड़ दिया
मुझे डर है कि दुनिया
मुझे नहीं लगता कि वहाँ कोई संबंध नहीं के बीच में है
तुम मेरी सुरक्षा कर रहे हैं
तुम मेरे हो बैसाखी
मेरी बाहों हैं
और आप और अधिक की आवश्यकता
यह संभव है
आप देख सकते हैं
आप कर सकते हैं
मेरे निचले बाएँ
Happy birthday to you
Why do I feel the way I do about the happy birthday song? Everyone knows it, and it is what everyone sings, but there is some kind of copyright on it and someone gets money for it. What is that about? Why is that the only birthday song I even want to hear? Others make me mad, especially if they involve clapping. Someone needs to step up and promote one of these other songs because I am sick and tired of the one everyone else knows. Just promote one that doesn't have clapping in it please.
Coincidence
Ever feel like there is no chance in hell you will ever be successful? Like you are destined to be poor, hurting, overworked, underpaid, trapped, sickly, talentless, uneducated, uninteresting, boring...woah, as I was typing this, I realized I am just in a bad mood because currently the internet is out and I am typing on a notepad. I shall copy and paste this for you all to read... woah, looks like my cable and internet just came back on as I was typing this. That is freaking strange! I am definitely going to post this now. It is currently 10:41 on Friday April 23, 2010. This is Flight Officer Michael Scott signing off.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Freedom, yeah right
I am not too happy today. I do not want to work today. I am bummed out. I don't understand why we have to always go to do some stupid repetitive task that we hate to do, just so that we can make money. I understand that we have to do something, GOD I understand that. Look above this post, it says "Sometimes you just have to do it". I just don't want to go somewhere where I am always told I am not doing a good enough job and I am surrounded by people that don't really like me, just a little bit and everybody has a fake happiness and fake niceness that can almost be taken as sarcasm and that makes me mad! I just want to spend my days with someone that makes me happy and is supportive and that I don't ever feel like is thinking of ways to eliminate me from my position. I just want to be free. I am really having a problem today. I was off on Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. I know. You are like Good lord you should be thankful that you have a job like that. I am. I have the best insurance you can get and not be illuminated. I just don't like the work. They compensate you well for the unholy bucket of crap that they pour on you. God why do we feel it necessary to endure such a living, when all we want out of life is the most basic of things? My ankle is hurting really bad lately and I think it was broken when I fell, but the walk-in clinic that I went to for the follow up rushed me out because they thought I was seeking pain medication. I am going to see my doctor in a few weeks and will discuss this then. It's been over 6 months and even a bad sprain should have healed by now. Well, gotta take a shower and all that crap, so see you later. Thanks for reading!
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
bee buzzing at me
what if bees were an advanced society like ours and they devolved into what they are now
they have such a complex society maybe they don't feel the need to do have suv's anymore. They have the important stuff-food, shelter, reproduction-down their food is awesome and never expires, but they don't have anything else. They mastered the important stuff and decided not to do anything else because it doesn't matter. We worry about all this stupid stuff, but bees just do their thing. They don't even care that they are working.
The bees society doesnt need all the crap, they cut the crap, you see. They are basic masters. They eliminated all the stuff that made them unhappy. We are not advancing because all of our junk makes us unhappy.
they have such a complex society maybe they don't feel the need to do have suv's anymore. They have the important stuff-food, shelter, reproduction-down their food is awesome and never expires, but they don't have anything else. They mastered the important stuff and decided not to do anything else because it doesn't matter. We worry about all this stupid stuff, but bees just do their thing. They don't even care that they are working.
The bees society doesnt need all the crap, they cut the crap, you see. They are basic masters. They eliminated all the stuff that made them unhappy. We are not advancing because all of our junk makes us unhappy.
Monday, April 19, 2010
YouTube - Su-47 Berkut
Yes, this is a real warplane!
The Sukhoi Su-47 is probably my absolute favorite design, having forward canards and forward swept wings. This design looks incredible and performs surprisingly well. At low or high speeds, it is highly manuverable and very stable at extreme angles of attack. It is truly a shame that the design didn't catch on. Especially when it's performance is top notch. The Su-47 could have been a real threat with it's 30mm cannon and 14 missile hard points (2 wingtip, 6-8 underwing and 4-6 mounted on the fuselage).
The Sukhoi Su-47 is probably my absolute favorite design, having forward canards and forward swept wings. This design looks incredible and performs surprisingly well. At low or high speeds, it is highly manuverable and very stable at extreme angles of attack. It is truly a shame that the design didn't catch on. Especially when it's performance is top notch. The Su-47 could have been a real threat with it's 30mm cannon and 14 missile hard points (2 wingtip, 6-8 underwing and 4-6 mounted on the fuselage).
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Oh, dear.
I have spent a lot more time here lately and upon reading some of my old posts, I found many spelling errors. My favorite one so fare, and the reason I am blogging this crap to you all now is:
Blaim.
I did correct it.
I guess I just get so passionate about certain things and then I start with the typing faster than I can talk and when I do that I overlook little spelling errors. My only question is why do I not just click on the little "ABC"[Check] button here to check for any spelling errors before I click [Publish Post]? Who knows. I just hate that someone could have read that blog entry and thought that I don't know how to spell 'blame'. I guess I should'nt care. In fact nevermind this, I am going back to that post and I am going to un-fix it now. I might even "un-fix" some correctly spelled words in other posts. Guess what? I didn't spell check this one either! You can raed tihs cnat you? As lnog as my fsrit and lsat leetrts are creocct tehn you can raed it.
Blaim.
I did correct it.
I guess I just get so passionate about certain things and then I start with the typing faster than I can talk and when I do that I overlook little spelling errors. My only question is why do I not just click on the little "ABC"[Check] button here to check for any spelling errors before I click [Publish Post]? Who knows. I just hate that someone could have read that blog entry and thought that I don't know how to spell 'blame'. I guess I should'nt care. In fact nevermind this, I am going back to that post and I am going to un-fix it now. I might even "un-fix" some correctly spelled words in other posts. Guess what? I didn't spell check this one either! You can raed tihs cnat you? As lnog as my fsrit and lsat leetrts are creocct tehn you can raed it.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Snuff Daddy
I really have to say that I do not like music television. I am always left irritated. It's like plastic fake formula pop that wouldn't even draw flies. It is a product of marketing research and social experimentation. Mind control. Image and fashion consciousness all the freaking way down to "Rock the Vote". Yeah, kids! It's fun to vote for who we tell you to, even though it may not really matter in some situations. On one hand we have country music. Put on your cowboy hat and your cowboy boots and get in your SUV. I mean really, this is so ridiculous now. I don't want to offend anyone and the same kind of shit can be said about the shit I listen too. Country music is like, just sing it like you have some chewing tobacco in your lip and gum, (Click here for instructions on how to dip properly), put on your sexy cowboy hat, rip the sleeves off of a dirty old denim shirt and don't button it up all the way, but tuck it in your super tight blue jeans. now make sure your blue jeans are not tucked in your boots. Now your good to go. Oh, wait! get you a guitar and play rhythm and sing with your dip in your mouth. Sing like your country or something. You can cover any song and sing it this way and you'll be great! Now on the other hand is Hip-hop. This is just basically the same lyrics with different music by Timberland or whoever. Now add in a few unknown guests "Feat." and have the guys just talk-sing in monotone with the beat with their mouths full of penut butter and act as stereotypical as the country singers do. Now lets get all derteh Saowth on they ass! the perfect blend of country and hip hop. Studies show that most people in fort oglethorpe GA like country and rap at the same time. country and rap. I guess I have said all that I need to say about that. I just get so tired of listening to this junk sound that is designed to screw your mind over. These marketing people know what exactly to sell and how to sell it and who to sell it to. They know you and I better than we know us. They know our spouse better than we do. They use key words and actions. It's all symbolic and these people are doing some weird things to us all. Anyway, what would I expect while listening/watching this crap on the tv. I haven't the right to complain. I should just be quiet. Thank you for your time.
Friday, April 16, 2010
A as in "Apple"
You know how when you are talking to someone on the phone and you are spelling something to them like 'apeshit', you say "a as in apple, p as in peter, e as in egg, s as in sam, h as in hello, I as in igloo and t as in tom"? I think it would be funny if you would use slightly uncomfortable words instead of "Apple" and "Tom" such as "s as in spank" etc. You can fill in the blanks. Go to this website for some more great stuff to use. Here are some examples that we came up with before we found the website...
A as in Adult
B as in blow
C as in Cuffs
D as in doggy
E as in erect
F as in feel
G as in gag
H as in hump
I as in insert
J as in juicy
K as in Knob (my personal favorite)
L as in Lube
M as in massage
N as in nasty
O as in oral
P as in pleasure
Q as in quiver
R as in rub
S as in spank
T as in tease
U as in Uvula
V as in vibe
W as in wet
X as in Excited
Y as in yank
Z as in zipper
A as in Adult
B as in blow
C as in Cuffs
D as in doggy
E as in erect
F as in feel
G as in gag
H as in hump
I as in insert
J as in juicy
K as in Knob (my personal favorite)
L as in Lube
M as in massage
N as in nasty
O as in oral
P as in pleasure
Q as in quiver
R as in rub
S as in spank
T as in tease
U as in Uvula
V as in vibe
W as in wet
X as in Excited
Y as in yank
Z as in zipper
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
'Flixin' to play better!
I have been playing a lot more lately. I have started to expand my horizon as far as playing the git'tar goes. Funk. Rockabilly. Western swing. I love it. Sokolow? is my teacher and Ive learned a little bit. Thanks to netflix, I have been getting DVD lessons and hitting pause a lot. You know how much I like sound effects and all, but I am playing with nothing but the tubescreamer and really digging it! I don't plan on composing anything in this style now, but it could happen some time. I did get an autowah Boss pedal for the funk playing and it is a lot of fun. Sounds pretty good, but you know how some people are about gear. Besides, how would those people feel about a no-legged guitar player that could not 'wah a wah wah? Dorks!
This 'wig is wack!
We were visited by one of these little guys today. It's called an earwig. They don't really lay eggs in your ears. They actually lay their eggs in your nostrils where the larvae get better access to your brain. Once the larvae hatch, they begin the long process of boring through the skull to reach the pineal gland. Once there, they begin feeding. The host may first experience a large number of nosebleeds. Once the larvae are thru the skull, it is only a matter of time before the host becomes a "zombie".
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
gnat halo
I have really strong feelings for these insects. What is it they want? Do they want in my head? My eyes? My mouth, nose, ears? I sit. They flicker and frolic around my face and flick their feelers around my nostrils. Crawling behind my glasses, over my eyelashes. I swing, they dodge. I swing again. They are an unstoppable force of nature. I finally accept their presence, which is seemingly the only solution to their unrelenting swarming, yet nothing changes. Do they want to die in my nostril? Do they want to absorb the heat from my body? Do they want to drink the evaporating liquids from my body? Do they want to eat my flesh? Do I smell like food? Do I smell dead? Am I diseased? Am I rotting? Am I carrion? They do not bite me. They do nothing but pester me. Is it their job? Who hired them? God? The Devil? Chaos? Gaia? Does it matter? They are here to stay and might very well be here long after we are gone. I might as well just deal with it and quit bitching. Here goes... He's kinda cute, isn't he?
Tostalada Project
(Some Assembly Required)Used to, when the mood struck me, I'd have a can of those Hormel beef tamales. Since I started this whole diet thingy, I have only had tamales one time and I will never again have them. (Nasty!) Oh, I meant to say that we diet on Thursday and up until Sunday night at midnight. That is when the power eating starts. I don't really end up eating much, though and have since the beginning of this, really learned to control my portions and simply not eat like I used to. Furthermore, I simply cannot eat as much as I used to because my stomach has shrunk. So I go hog wild on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday and I haven't had tamales but one time?! Here's why...
When I found this out, I got a sickening feeling. I felt like some kind of fiend. Sick, sick, sick. This is bad for me. Soooo... Jennifer and I came up with something new. We call it:
TOSTALADA (Tos-ta-la-da)
What you need:
Item A: 2 Tostada shells. Because I am being very specific here, take a look at the picture below so you know exactly what product I am talking about. If you can only find the yellow bag and not the red bag of the same product, it is okay. It will work just fine. To be honest, we still have not figured out what the difference is between the red bag(pictured below) and the yellow bag.
Item B: "B" is for beans! You can use whatever brand of refried beans you want to use. You really can't go wrong as far as I am concerned. Keep in mind that the beans are completely optional. You can get real crazy with toppin's but beans are where I draw the line here, but Jennifer does not like the whole refried beans thing, so she doesn't get any of them. I get whatever brand I see first so long as it is not "Fat Free". Why? My personal little statement, but more on that later. Much later.Item C: "C" is for cheese. Slice (single) inside. I've tried Borden 2% cheese before with positive results. Shredded on top. We always get the "4 cheese Mexican" blended cheese.
Item D: I have very strong feelings about enchilada sauce for some reason and have tried many different brands and short of just making our own enchilada sauce, we have settled on one. Keep in mind I am being VERY specific here and you might as well just forget it if you cannot find this brand. Unless you make your own enchilada sauce. See the below picture!!!
Item E: Sour Cream. You can do the whole Dollop of daisy or whatever.Item F: "F" is for black olives!
How to make a tostalada
Take Item A and sandwich Item B(Item B should be pre-heated up so as to not be disgusting!) and C. Top it with some more of C and bake in the preheated oven (350 degrees) for like 10 minutes or so. Watch the Item A to make sure it doesn't burn or catch fire because It can really catch fire big time! When the edges of the Item A's are slightly browned, the Tostaladas are finished. Take them (it) out and put on a plate. You should have been like heating up Item D on the top of the stove or with a lighter or something and keep in mind this stuff can stain pretty good so be careful with your doilies! Pour the Item D all over the top of the Tostalada and make sure to put some extra on the plate so that when you get on into that tostalada, you have some more Item D for it. But before you sink your teeth into that delicious tostalada, don't forget to top it off with some o' that ole' "E" and "F". It's so freakin' good, I'd give you a video of me eating it, but I have issues with that. Oh yeah. Issues. I have no idea how many flex points this has in it and I don't care. I could not think of life without these delicious treats. I usually have 2 of them too. Sometimes without item "B", "E" or "F". Below is a diagram of the Tostalada construction.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Rubber Nipple Salesmen
*knock knock knock knock knock knock*
*several deadbolts, chains and other locks unlock*
*Door creaks open slightly*
Mr.Horse: *Peeks from behind door*Do I know you?
Ren: I don't think so. Would you like to take a look at some fine rubber nipples?
Mr.Horse: Did my wife send you?
Ren: No sir. But you look like someone who could really use some rubber nipples.*notices Mr. Horse is wearing rubber body suit, rubber gloves on his hooves and a tight rubber cap on his head*
Mr.Horse: How do I know you're not from the FBI?
Ren: Sir, I can assure you, we are only salesmen-
Mr.Horse: *Screaming*Alright, so I made a mistake. One mistake. Can't a man start over? Do I have to keep on paying? Huh? *leans over into Ren & Stimpy's faces* Maybe I should make another mistake, Maybe two more.
Ren: *Shaking with fright* Please sir. I think one mistake is plenty. Just let me show you what is inside here.*Reaching into suitcase*
Mr.Horse: *Arms raised and eyes closed, flinching*Don't do it man. I'm not armed.
Ren: We really just want to sell you some rubber nipples. See?*Ren Holds aloft a large rubber nipple in Mr. Horse's face*
Mr.Horse: *flinches, peaks, flinches again, peaks again and finally takes a look* Oh! It is a nipple.*Laughs*Oh, what you must think of me. *Rests hoof on hip with a grin* Forget everything I said. So...nipples, huh? *Hoof to chin* Hmmmm...No sir, I don't think I have any use for rubber nipples. *Pauses* But, I'll tell you what though. *Reaches behind door and pulls out a walrus by a hair on it's head and holds it at Ren & Stimpy in a threatening manner* Do you have any rubber walrus protectors?
Walrus: *Whispers* Call the police!
*several deadbolts, chains and other locks unlock*
*Door creaks open slightly*
Mr.Horse: *Peeks from behind door*Do I know you?
Ren: I don't think so. Would you like to take a look at some fine rubber nipples?
Mr.Horse: Did my wife send you?
Ren: No sir. But you look like someone who could really use some rubber nipples.*notices Mr. Horse is wearing rubber body suit, rubber gloves on his hooves and a tight rubber cap on his head*
Mr.Horse: How do I know you're not from the FBI?
Ren: Sir, I can assure you, we are only salesmen-
Mr.Horse: *Screaming*Alright, so I made a mistake. One mistake. Can't a man start over? Do I have to keep on paying? Huh? *leans over into Ren & Stimpy's faces* Maybe I should make another mistake, Maybe two more.
Ren: *Shaking with fright* Please sir. I think one mistake is plenty. Just let me show you what is inside here.*Reaching into suitcase*
Mr.Horse: *Arms raised and eyes closed, flinching*Don't do it man. I'm not armed.
Ren: We really just want to sell you some rubber nipples. See?*Ren Holds aloft a large rubber nipple in Mr. Horse's face*
Mr.Horse: *flinches, peaks, flinches again, peaks again and finally takes a look* Oh! It is a nipple.*Laughs*Oh, what you must think of me. *Rests hoof on hip with a grin* Forget everything I said. So...nipples, huh? *Hoof to chin* Hmmmm...No sir, I don't think I have any use for rubber nipples. *Pauses* But, I'll tell you what though. *Reaches behind door and pulls out a walrus by a hair on it's head and holds it at Ren & Stimpy in a threatening manner* Do you have any rubber walrus protectors?
Walrus: *Whispers* Call the police!
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Now I have not seen a dead bunny in a long time. Last time was while standing in the front yard of my parent's house saying goodbye to some people that were trying to get me and my sister to come to their church. Our cat "Simon" was dragging a rather large dead Hare thru our front yard towards the door. The carcass was as big as Simon and he had worked a very long time to get it home. Great timing Simon. You know how cats just dissapear? Simon just dissapeared. I like to think that cat is out there somewhere still killing bunnies and chipmunk families. Little fucker. I saw another dead bunny today. This one was runnover by a car. What a horrible thing to see on Easter Sunday. Maybe the driver of the vehicle was named "Simon". That would be pretty cool. Animal death. Do they care? Is it just us that contemplate such things? I guess it doesn't matter anyway. Just random Easter thoughts. Have a devil'd egg! Happy Easter!
Saturday, April 3, 2010
1 yeer of the little blue peel
Well I just realized it has been like a year since I started this stupid medicine for ADD. I can feel that it is a stimulant and so I only take them during the day. I am on like 6 a day now. They amke me happy do so i can work on the things that are ther
Friday, April 2, 2010
A+ Mustard
I had an experience today with Inglehoffer Sweet Hot Mustard and I have to say that it was a delight. I have always liked mustard but this stuff is amazing! A perfect balance of sweet and hot makes this the perfect condiment for dipping fries or topping an all-beef frank.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
F-104 Starfighter
General characteristicsCrew: 1
Length: 54 ft 8 in (16.66 m)
Wingspan: 21 ft 9 in (6.36 m)
Height: 13 ft 6 in (4.09 m)
Wing area: 196.1 ft² (18.22 m²)
Airfoil: Biconvex 3.36% root and tip
Empty weight: 14,000 lb (6,350 kg)
Loaded weight: 20,640 lb (9,365 kg)
Max takeoff weight: 29,027 lb (13,170 kg)
Powerplant: 1× General Electric J79-GE-11A afterburning turbojet
Dry thrust: 10,000 lbf (48 kN)
Thrust with afterburner: 15,600 lbf (69 kN)
Zero-lift drag coefficient: 0.0172
Drag area: 3.37 sq ft (0.31 m²)
Aspect ratio: 2.45
Performance
Maximum speed: 1,328 mph (1,154 kn, 2,125 km/h)
Combat radius: 420 mi (365 nmi, 670 km)
Ferry range: 1,630 mi (1,420 nm, 2,623 km)
Service ceiling: 50,000 ft (15,000 m)
Rate of climb: 48,000 ft/min (244 m/s)
Wing loading: 105 lb/ft² (514 kg/m²)
Thrust/weight: 0.54 with max. takeoff weight (0.76 loaded)
Lift-to-drag ratio: 9.2
Armament
Guns: 1 × 20 mm (0.79 in) M61 Vulcan gatling gun, 725 rounds
Hardpoints: 7 with a capacity of 4,000 lb (1,814 kg) and provisions to carry combinations of:
Missiles: 4 × AIM-9 Sidewinder
Other: * Other: Bombs, rockets, or other stores
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
300 or bust m'britches
I am now wearing my wedding ring. I had not been able to wear it for a long time something like 9 years. I think I have accomplished a lot in 9 years and getting below 300 pounds is going to be the other goal. I plan on doing so by my birthday on july the 25th.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Still here
I am thankfully back to myself now. Work is not as bad as it was and I think I will make it. Just to let you all know I am still here.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
No further changes at this time.
I have not posted anything about my fat for a while because of the holidays. I was avoiding talking about it. I have to say that I did control myself better than in the past. I did not gain any significant weight, but i did not weigh myself either. I am more concerned with my ankle now. I cannot walk on it without a lot of pain. By March it should be better. Apparently it was a very bad sprain and will take till March to fully heal. It feels like it will take longer...
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Yeah...
I hate my feelings. They are so much trouble. I like the good ones, but not the bad ones and I feel bad ones a lot more often. I define myself by what I hate. I am NOT this or NOT that and all of the NOT has made me a negative person. Sometimes my feelings of anxiety and overwhelming sense of doom are so bad that I wish I would not feel anything at all. All of this is said about when I am NOT with Jennifer.
Took out the woobz an ire ago...
Sweet Jesus it's cold outside. So cold, in fact, I don't think they* are ever coming back out again. They are currently in the back of my throat now.
*M'boys.
*M'boys.
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